Seriously!

"Dude, you're crashing our weird, stop crashing our weird and go over there and make your own weird." ~From Kansas' blog.

haha. thats hilarious. So. How's it been people? today has absolutely sucked. Lets see. First I get woken up by being yelled and screamed at. And its freezing in my room. So i grab this quilt thing i gots on my ed and threw that over me and went back to sleep. Then i get yelled and screamed at AGAIN. and im like ok! i'm comin! then i took a shower, got out and not ten minutes later i was waiting for MOM to hurry up who had wasted her time yelling and screaming at me. I'm like hey here i am ready to go. Then it all went downhill from there. its sucked. and Kaila keeps saying how i should take the $80 which sorry im not doing and its kinda getting annoying. Have a ever been at that point where your sick of EVERYTHING. you're sick of everything and theres never anything remotely interesting going on. Its like that again. I absolutely hate everything. theres no point in it. like ever. period. the end. fin.
dude this class is boring. and i have to get money later from chris. he left some in the office for me. ugh! and i have to figure out how to get $60. i found 20 in my room and theni think if i hoard this money JUST right, I'll be able to get some more. At least another ten. Of course that means lying about how much i have constantly and keeping up with the lies. But that should be okay. I've had enough experience with lying to get by with it. like for example if Chris gives me a five then i here's what i do. Buy a drink from colonel so i have $4.50 and then give 50 cents to Davis from where i borrowed money from her yesterday. and then use the four dollars remaing and tell mom I bought a drink from the vending machine and so then i have 3.75 for tomorrow and then tell her i bought food fromt eh vending machine and a drink therefore i have 1.50 but i bought two snackos and therefore only two quaters. When in reality i'll have $4.00. and then ask for money Friday.
THATS how you get money!
well i gotta go
peace and love
Kayy

And Then We All Went Boom

Okay so really weird, I keep thinking of really off the wall titles for the blog posts then never get to the point of them. Like i dont think we all went boom. lol anyway. Cauis was out today so me and Helen had to bug the sub and it wasnt fun because it was MR. dean aka the ONE sub or tries to bug you! no fun. especially because he told us useless facts. It was weird and Helen was the first to leave because she absolutely hates this guy and she was waiting for me and shes like Kayla come on! i told her i was hurrying and i shoved my binder into my backpack and this guys STILL talking about useless history and something about Shakespeare being a Jew (not kidding) and Helen goes "ISABELLA!" and im like I'm coming Rosalie! hold on! it was funny and we walk out and hes still talking about shakespeare being jewish and me and Helen are like ok seriously? shut up! it was kinda funny. oh and yesterday me and helen were talking about something i dont remember what and this teacher turns around and starts talking to us all overanimatedly and me and Helen held it in and as soon as she left us alone we start busting out laughing. It was hilarious because she just jumped right in there. Have you ever done that to people at the mall or walmart or something? Like they're at walmart and talking to someone next to them about what else they need from the grocery section and you just get behind hem and tell them to pick up Pringles or something. I love doing that. And me and my dad will go behind people at the mall and if they're talking on the cell phone and Dad's been like "Oh no she didnT!" its great. my dads hilarious. OMIGAH! like one time a telemarketer called and Dad picked up and they're like is so-and0so there and hes like yeah hold on and then acts like hes yelling for so-and0so to pick up the phone. and its hilarious. he does it with prankcallers too. but ya got to get him in the right mood. anyway....so how bout we quit talking about that and talk about something remotely normal. Like the fact i gotta find $83 to go to Dollywood. Kaila's allowed one skip day from school and its May 9th. and she wants me to go to Dollywood with her and im like "I'M BROKE!!!" so i have to figure up a way to get $83 to get my pass renewed so i can go with her. and of course i've gotten an offer from someone who says they'll give me the money but...I cant take that! its EIGHTY dollars!!!!! im not taking that from someone unless its like my mom or something. nope.

but anyway.
i'm bored.
ima post this.
be back later
~Peace loves~
Kayy

Success!

i got bored enough to go back to the copper ridge thing
and i found something other than crosses!
yes!

Evil on Copper Ridge Road



An abandoned building on Copper Ridge Road in Knoxville, TN, is said to be home to evil. People who visit are often overcome with fear. The building has also recently been home to Satanists as well. Now it is heavily guarded by the police.
Accounts vary on the building's history. It's a large, two story building which is now badly run down. Some claim that it was a Masonic lodge. Others say it was a church. Still others say it was a hospital during the Civil War. Perhaps it was all of these at different points in it's history. Maybe someone more familiar with the structure can clear this controversy up.

The building is said to be home of evil spirits. One story posted online tells of a group who went into the building after dark and placed a tape recorder inside recording. A little while later, they returned and listened to it. They heard a voice begging for help! The put it back into the building and left it overnight. When they listened to it the next day, they heard noises and screams, until footsteps approached the recorder and turned it off! Other reports claim dark figures walk around the building at night, and red eyes can be seen staring out at you.

The cemetery next to the building is also said to be home to some paranormal activity. Moans are sometimes heard, and mist and strange lights are sometimes seen.

What causes all these occurrences? No one can be sure, which is probably for the best.


obviously that was an article i found
and it would help to know the story but whatever

and
dead end
oh well it was worht a shot

Oh Strangle Me With A Coat Hanger...

So. I made it through Friday alone with Beth, thank god. And I made it through the weekend. But before i get to the weekend, Fridays first.
So we are all very fortunate that Benjy was with me and BEth at lunch or else i just might've gotten in a bunch of trouble. Nonstop, do you know what I hear? Her talking abotu how "prom night's gonna be great" and "what do i do if he got a room"
seriously, I dont care. Go do what you do best, be a whore. And if i have to hear her bitch about how bad her life is swear i'll punch her in her face. I dont care whos there and who saw. I'll do it. But on the upside, i made it to the weekend. But unfortunately I couldnt go to Helens party because Kaila was stuck on the lake with her dad and grandmother and grandfather, leaving me stranded without a ride to Helens party. We had to know by one whether or not i had a ride and i didnt so i had to help pack and move for dad. And packing is lame. because...ok ill just tell you the story. So i went with dad as he met his nephew Glen and picked up a freezer. I stayed over by Glen's truck as they loaded the freezer and then we rode over to the new house out in strawberry plains. We were at Neal' landing off Ashville Hwy so it didnt take long to get there. And im in dad's truck with him listening to metallica as we lead Glen to the new house, the fridge (which is in the back of dads truck) flaps in the wind. Then we unload the freezer only to discover that dad and glen cant get it by themselves so dad calls uncle walter. Then we meet him over at Pappaw Chesneys old house aka the site where dad grew up and hes currently planning to build a house in the backyard. So Uncle Walter meets us adn we get a stove from the falling, decaying house and i play with Crystal's (shes my...cousin?.... i think) dogs, Blue and Daisy/Dixie (we never figuered out which one) and then found pot growing in the side yard. Interesting. And then we went back to the rental house and unloaded the stove and fridge. They got the fridge into the kitchen adn the stove in the kitchen adn ended up putting the freezer, with help from uncle walter, in the basement i think. And then we unloaded boxes, waited til the fridge settles then tried to get it to work adn it broke. so after dad muttering some very choice words we left and he threatened to let all hell loose on the company he had just bought the fridge from. i think he said the compressors broken. Then Sunday we went up to the lakehouse for ten hours and packed then we went to the house unloaded and came back. and i hit my hand many times, when we got home, Mason slammed my hand in the door and i made Eddiemuffinz for Helen to make up for missing her party. And now im sitting her reading about some idiot that successfully jumped with an exact copy of the parachute Leo Da Vinci created.

PAYERNE, Switzerland (AFP) - A 36-year-old Swiss amateur parachutist made a successful 650-metre (2,130-foot) drop Saturday using a replica of a parachute designed more than 500 years ago by Leonardo da Vinci.

see? kinda interesting. No doubt we'll be talking about that in ROTC. fun? i think not. Oh and speaking of fun. So theres this thing on facebook where you can "own" your friends. and i thought itd be funny to steal beth from tim and see how mad he got. And he got pretty mad and sent me a message saying "ill be your friend if you dont steal beth" and im like you can have her. its not like anyone really wants her" and he responded with "thats not really nice to say to be honest that was uncalled for" and im like yeah, so? Does it look like i care? no. not really buddy. And then when i stopped by their (beth tim Kirstyn) table to get the muffinz for helen Beth kinda waved and i just rolled my eyes and tim looked at me and omigod he was pissed. It was great. I really dont like him and i dont give a damn what he thinks.

but anyway. Im bored. theres like absolutely nothing to do. at all. and i've got another hour in here. Oh! i gotta look up something for Helen! She wanted me to look up on the twilight lexicon how many siblings Rosalie had when she was human. And it doesnt say on there about her human life that much. Which means i'll look it up when i get home. Helen said that Rosalie had two younger siblings but she couldnt remember whether it was two brothers or a brother and a sister. But i'll look it up for her. god im bored. Oh and Cauis aint gonna be in class tomorrow which sucks because i hate subs. They suck. oh and people in romeo and juliet need acting lessons
666
because
they seriously suck bad. Like leanns a better actress. and thats sad, like the crying parts, my god. HUgh Jackman does better! seriously! and helens convinced that the guy that played Tybalt (who cant act either) is Asher Fleming from Gilmore Girls. Im checking now.
Deans last name was Forester? uh didnt know that....
Babbette had a last name?!...
wasnt marty the naked guy?...
the pastor had a name?...really...
wow this is interesting but no asher yet...
found him!
Asher Fleming played by Michael York....click Michael York...scroll...god this kid was in alot....BY GOD HE DID! he was Tybalt! well he died anyway. well TYbalt did not Michael York. well maybe he did i dont know. but
OMIGAH!
thats....scary.
and apparently talent gets better with practice because in gilmore girls he was okay but when he played Tybalt, god he sucked. okay. Now what?
So, i guess being a porn star when your a disney kid is in now.
Miley cyrus joined Vanessa whore hudgens.
not shocking.
hey.
my ipod
is amazing!
"Not too late" three days grace is on.
OH!
So ...
guess what!
3 doors down is back1
Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they premiered ther new song
"its not my time"
on vh1 top 20 countdown this weekend. its great!
they found a new drummer since the old one went to Nickelback and so they got a new one.
im looking at their site now. ugh its annoying.
they've upgraded to flash...
theres nothing about the new drummer.
nothing. that sucks.
Okay thats it.
killing all of cms
bye!
~Kayy

I Shall Shank Thee and Shank Thee I Shall.

So. I officially love Romeo and Juliet. Simply for the conversations it sparks up. Like today we compared Tybalt's death to AJ (who has choosen to go by Alejandro Jose lol) Great Shanker. Yes, he has created a Great Shanker. He taped a piece of paper to the end of a pencil and says hes gonna shank somebody with it. And Speed said that he had a dream last night of AJ shanking someone with a toothbrush. It was great. And then we ate cookies and Krebs wasnt allowed to talk so Speed kept translating. It was great. Then when i was talking to Helen i said something about Hello Kitty and Krebs freaked, well as much as he was allowed to not being able to talk and everything, and him and Helen had a whole conversation about Hello Kitty without him speaking. it was hilarious. I think i like krebs better when he DOESNT talk. haha. So. Im bored now. I'm listening to my Ipod. I finally figured out how to add just the songs i want without deleting them all but they're all in alphabetical order by artist. Its weird. And then like I have two Bullet for my Valentine cds and the Posion one is first because, in alphabetical order, Poison comes before Scream Aim Fire. its weird. I also realized that it takes me forever to type alphabetical. Because i keep forgetting how to spell it. Im bored. oh so haha i shall tell you about my drill comp thing. So we did Inspection where i got counted off for my "sparkly purple" nail polish when i think its really just a shiny flesh color. Fine. its pale purple. but whatever. Smitty thankfully told me that i got a 93 because i guess he could see that i was worried bout my score. And then Sargent came around behind Colonel and Smitty, who by the way is right under Ashli who is the Squadron Commander. So Sargent came round and asked three questions. He asked what stance the element in front of me was at and i said parade rest and got it right. in drill what stance must the commander be at to call a command? Attention. Then the question i love the best. "You are in drill. You are at parade rest. What must occur before order arms?" and i know he was looking for come to attention but I said, with a huge smile "you must be called to attention, present arms, then order arms can properly be called." and hes like well yeah guess so. and moved on. And then we did the drill thing and i think we did better on the practice round. AND OMIGOD. the nerve he has! So Nikki came to watch right? And Nikki told me that before we even started Sargent told her "you know your sister cant march worth crap, right?" which i know i cant. I suck. I'll be the first to say it but he really didnt need to do that. it was uncalled for and unneccessary. And im killing beth. Not only was she high yesterday, both in uniform and in front of my sister who could tell, but also she ran into Taylor by accident and turned to me and says "I just grabbed his penis!" with my sister there! i mean seriously? and then she was being the hypocritical bitch she is and when this girl (i will not mention her name) fell doing the standard Thursady-I-Dont-want-to-wear-this-uniform-so-i'll-fake-sick routine, Beth, who does the same damn thing, got all bent out of shape and was all over her, "honey are you okay? stand up, careful sweetie," which just gives her the attention she wants, Beth goes "shes faking it" literally behind the girl's back. Seriously? And now, because everyone else except me and beth is going on the trip, me and beth are the only ROTCy people, and the only person i know and can sit with, has to sit together. ugh! and i forgot to get a lunch pass to the library so i cant escape to the library and i cant escape to the back gym because ROTC, including Colonel and Sargent, are leaving at 1:30 and we cant get permission to be back there. So that sucks and im stuck with her. And i know some people reading this are gonna be like big deal, thirty minutes with beth, but ou dont understand. thats thirty minutes litstening to her bitch constantly.
it sucks majorly. either i hear her bitch or talk about that damn prom. i'm gonna smack a bitch today. Except Jenn and Sarah6666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666666
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will wanna watch. ^^note from James obviously^^
and Kirstyn will wanna smack a hoe too.
I might just do it though and just video tape it so that they can still see it.
I'd do it.
just wish i had that brace still. Thatd hurt.
yeah, i got off topic. i was gonna talk about shanking people. but that didnt work.
alright well ima go check up on Kansas.
~KAyy ♥

Cuz Its Never Too Late....

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would have guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like it's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would have guessed it
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had
Won't be ours again

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
It'll be alright
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late (It's never too late)
It's not too late
It's never too late
~Never Too Late~Three Days Grace~from the album One X

Theres the SOng of the Day. I think i'm going to start a new blog for songs. like a song of the day/Artist of the week thing.
I think itd be cool. Ima start on that after this post.
So. Guess what? being in ROTC is finally paying off, a little. theres a drill competition in the program and we're competting form Honor FLight, which is apparently "AMAZING" and i've even heard that "winning HOnor FLight is better than meeting Edward Cullen himself." I doubt its that good. but anyway. the drill portion is a major part of it. And the top nine cadets in the flight get to compete and im one of the nine! yayness! and NIkkis coming to watch {which idk on how thats working but....} and then im checkin myself out and were getting food!! I still hate this uniform though, its too baggy. Its like really loose in the jacket until it gets to the wrists then its like skin tight and it stops right at the wrist which anyone who knows me knows i CANT STAND that. at all. and lets see what else...oh English! so english was absoluetly hilarious. the dvd player stopped working so everyone was making fun of Cauis's solutions and me and Helen kept suggesting JAne come help him. And speaking of the lovely Twilight, look at the quote i found on the imdb.com page for Twilight

[from trailer]
Edward Cullen: You better hold on tight, spider-monkey!

SPIDER MONKEY?! what the hell?!
someone pleased explain to me where edward might POSSIBLY say this because i dont see it! ugh!
i mean, seriously? Spider-monkey?COuld ya at least say something a bit more....edward-esque? because thats a "what the hell" moment right there. ugh! well im going to start up the songs blog. see ya later.
peace
~KAyy ♥

The Struggle Within

Reaching out for something you've got to feel
While clutching to what you had thought was real

Kicking at a dead horse pleases you
No way of showing your gratitude
So many things you don't want to do
What is it? what have you got to lose

What the hell (What the hell)
What is you think you're gonna find?
Hypocrite (Hypocrite)
Boredom sets into the boring mind

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within

Home is not a home it becomes a hell
Turning it into your prison cell
Advantages are taken, not handed out
While you struggle inside your hell

Reaching out (reaching out)
Grabbing for something tou've got to feel
Closing in (closing in)
The pressure upon you is so real

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within

Reaching out for something you've got to feel
While clutching to what you had thought was real

What the hell (what the hell)
What is you think you're gonna find
Hypocrite (hypocrite)
Boredom sets into the boring mind

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within
~The Struggle Within~Metallica~The Black Album

So i have officially decided that this is the third best Metallica song ever. First is "Enter Sandman", second is "One", which is ironicly enough number four on the ...And Justice For All cd. Anyway. Just read the comment, Kansas, and thats a pretty good idea. And as soon as i get time i swear i'll read your stories. I should have time tomorrow in class. i'll read them there. And I think i might do the mail thing, where you were talking about mailing them to yourself. Pretty good idea. I might do it. Thats of course after i get the story done. I recently had to redo the entire story because as one of my friends Nathaniel pointed out, the title I had didnt fit. And then the change of the title led to story alterations and then the discovery of the Copper Ridge stuff made the story even better and now the sotry line has changed dramatically. And so the title of the book is From Ebony to Ivory, just so ya can look for it there Kansas. So like when it gets published be shure to look for it. And as for the meaning of the song, as posted above, is....i dont know. I had a reason but i forgotteded it. whoops. I know there was a reason though. Oh wow. So you the crazies in CMS? now they're watching Family Guy on the computer and i keep hearing Peter say something about Spider Man. Oh so Ghost Hunters is on tonight. I might watch it,I gotta also find the rerun of last night SVU cuz i forgot to watch it. I slept. BUt its on Sunday, May 4 at 10 on NBC. SOmone remind me to watch it. Lol. and speakin gof SVU, helen gave me her season five, i think, because she never watches it and figured i'd get more use out of it than McKays. Itd sit on a shelf and rot. God I'm having issues again. This stupid brace! And omigah, Keyboarding was HELL with this brace. My top was like 40 when normally 60. the bell just rang. shit. we're leaving in like 5 minutes. I'll post this. Bye.

~KAyy

And Mucho Thanks-O

to Kansas, my only faithful reader. Mucho thankso to u for stayin with me through all the rants. And for understanding the writer-paranoia. Its almost as bad writers block. lol
well i gotta go manage some of my other blogs before i forget.
I'll be back later though

~Kayy ♥

SO.......

you are going to have to forgive me. I hurt my wrist yesterday and I have to wear a brace on my left arm and its really hard to type. though im faster if i type one handed instead of just trying to type with both. lol. ooohhhh!!!!!!!! my favorite song in the entire world just came on my ipod!!! oh yayness! It's Enter Sandman by Metallica. I've known everyword to this song since i was like 5! i love it!!!!! dude. Metallica kicks ass. James Hetfields amazing. So, I read my comments earlier adn discovered a very good suggestion, made by Kansas, to post my stories up as drafts on blogs. Well theres a slight problem with that. I have major paranoia that someone will steal my stories before i get it published so if i talk to you about the basis of my stories i must really trust you and if you get to actually read them, then i would trust you with my life. so. but it was a good idea, though, Kansas. Just too much paranoia for me. Dude this songs amazing. ugh, yahoo mails being a gaytard. OOH! speaking of gaytard--ROTCy! i know most say this is mean or bad to say, i've even heard it was unpatriotic. BUt i absolutely hate that uniform i have to wear for ROTC. and finally! the last time i have to wear it is May 1!!!!!!!!!! Okay so i'm killing Yahoo. Like officially. oh so speaking of killing people. Beth got the shit smacked out of her this morning. she was talking yesterday about how she "rededicated her life to the Lord" and all this and yeah, im happy for her and everything, but then she turns around and starts the bad cussing thing where everything every two seconds is something MTV would even frown upon. okay? (omigod. nsync just came on my ipod. oh jesus.) and then so this morning she was apparently doing that again and said "fuck" and Sarah slapped the crap out of her! it was great! and , ooh, now its break stuff by limp bizkit. theyre pretty good too. BEtter than nsync anyway, haha. Dude so Kaila is like officially my bestestestestestestestestestestest friend ever! (sorry helen, but you're the bestestestestestestestestestest friend, just one below Ka-ia) So i had this like 30 page mix cd list that i wanted. ANd of course i cut it down to like five pages, from removing what i already had and things that i didnt like anymore and i gave Kaila cds and she made me the cds!!!!!!!! yay!!!!!!! except, im filling up another list for her. hehe. And of course i told her take her time, itd be perfectly fine if she didnt have them all done before my birthday in JUly. and shes already made me Mix Cds A-I! haha. Okay so i ave decided that today hasnt been a good day at all. like at all. first this whole brace issue, which technically started last night then this morning i got in trouble because i pushed leann and as of right now i cant go to Helens party and that sucks. but im going to try to explain to mom i have to go to helens last birthday party. and i have to wear my jacket because if i roll the sleeves up like i normally do, you see the brace and it looks funny. i might roll them up in ROTC because i know in there im not the only kid with something funky wrong with their wrist because Long broke his wrist or somwthing like that so hes in a cast. and i can hear the jokes about how i copied him or somethign and im ready to slap beth if she says one thing wrong to me and itll hurt like hell too because of the brace. and im sick of everything going wrong, and im sick of people not saying what they want to say when they want to say it and i want to punch a wall or something and ill do it i swear i will but if i do i could possibly break my hand because of the brace but thats just a yay there too. and seriously can people be any dumber? i mean seriously? when you want to do somsthing when you want to say something just fucking do/say it! i mean what the hell are you waiting for? lightening to strike you as a sign to tell you what i've been trying to tell you all along? Let me tell you something, buddy, thats not going to happen! okay? and another thing, how come I'm always blamed for something? leann runs into the pole liek the dumbass she is, goes crying and automatically, before anythings said i hear "KAYLA! WHAT DID YOU DO?!" how come everything is automaticlaly my fault?
i didnt do shit and its my fault. Leann and Chelsie can do whatever the hell they please, i ask to do something and get yelled at! but maybe thats part of it, maybe they just sneak around to doing something and just happen to get away with it. maybe thats it. and i finally gave in and rolled my sleeves up. right now i dont give a fuck what anyone thinks which is how it should be anyway but is it ever? no. Society rules over all in the end. someone should tell society to go to hell because they're not always right. as a matter of fact, most of the time, society is dead wrong. or they're trying to make everybody into clones of one another. I mean look around! the "hottest trends" is what everyone goes by. i mean its like were all just a bunch of fucking plastics. and i know this is a huge rant and i didnt warn you about it but i didnt think it'd turn around into a rant. and im just going to shut up and retreat to the land of GEorge.

Well this is interesting...Part Deuce

So. To answer Kansas' question, i'm writing a book about it, yes, and hopefully that'll be out by 2011--one can only hope though. And my sister, Nikki, said she never heard anything about the "flaming crosses" and pointed out that there was no way in hell the crosses could be forty feet tall, forty feet wide, as the one story claims. She reminded me of the story of the old preacher who killed his family and then hung himself in the church. She said when she went there was nothing about "flaming crosses" and things were "much more demonic. WE're talking pentagrams and things like that demonic." She told me that, before April 22, 2005, the church had been burnt down by a couple of seniors form KArns. I'm trying to find something on it now.

from http://theshadowlands.net/places/tennessee.htm

Powell-Copper Ridge Baptist Church- Reports of seeing black figures, moving around inside, and you can hear screams up at the old barn, about 75-100 yards away from the church. One group of boys went in with a tape recorder, and left it insid, while they remained outside. On the way home they listened to the recorder, and you can distinctly hear a little girl say "help us." The boys went back and put the tape recorder in the church, overnight. Upon they're return, and listening to the tape, you can hear all kinds of things moving around all night, and after the tape had been running for about 15 minutes, you can hear footsteps come up to the recorder and turn it off. -October 2007 Update- The Church has been demolished.

So the recorder being turned off is automatically debunked, simply because of the fact someone might be trying to mess with them and turned it off. But the "help us" is not easily debunked. I think i'd have to hear the tape to judge that one. the same articel is on http://release-me.net/tennessee.php as well

for photos: http://www.mcn.org/1/miracles/curidge.html

im searching the news sentinnel archives now for something about this stupid case. I dont care about the crosses! OKAY!
Im looking for the simplest to prove: the fire that caused Copper Ridge to be burnt down. but it only goes to 1990. i need the sixties! ugh! stupid knoxnews.com! now im on some site "TN loibrary of Archives" or something like that. ugh. i give up!
if yall find anything let me know

Well this is interesting

Give me my sword, ho!
~AJ reading Romeo and Juliet

hahahaha so. let me explain the quote. We were reading Romeo and JUliet during English class today and AJ was assigned to read the part of Capulet I think. And one of the lines, In Shakespeares (who we've nicknamed "shake") time it mean "give me my sword, quickly" and AJ says "give me my sword, ho!" it was amazing because everyone was holding in laughter from all the pervetedness in the scene already and then when AJ said that, everyone just busts out laughing. I mean even Cauis was laughing. It was great. UGh, my mails being a tardmuffin and not loading. It half way loads then nothing. Ugh. SO im bored. theres nothing to do in this class like ever except blog and the only thing i really had to blog about was "give me my sword, ho!" haha And then lets see. Oh we found out that Helens party were just hanging out at her house. And i forgot about AJs cookies but i gave him money to buy cookies from the cookie people so it kinda helps right? so i officially love the good ol' Tennessee weather. Only in this crazy state could you wear A long sleeve shirt and jeans with a jacket and freeze then the next day wear a mini skirt and it be 80 degrees outside. Personally, i love it. It kinda reminds me of the book i'm reading , "Second Glance" by Jodi Picoult. Helen let me borrow it. Anyway point is that in the book some paranormal forces make strange things happen like roses falling form the sky and the weather being really weird. The story's based in Vermont and they have like spots of land where its absolutely freezing then be like eighty. One of the lines was "people of COmostook started putting parkas and umbrellas out next to the beach towel and suntan lotion because they didnt know which they'd use" or something like that. I dont know word for word but close enough. point-they have weird weather there due to paranormal experiences and here we have weird weather because your in the good ol' T-N. Unless the "crazy TN weather" excuse is just that. An excuse. And then what if the Copper Ridge thing was real. Oh shit, this requires some research hold on....
Okay so a little background info because the only people who know the story is me and Kaila. So a long time ago there was this church on Copper Ridge. I've ersonally never seen teh church nor the house that stood beside it but Chelsey (kaila's sister) and Nikki (my sister) have both been on the property and they both had paranormal experiences. I have based by book loosely around this place and its just now occuring to me to research. okay i found this blog that might have some stuff on there. I havent sifted through it yet. I clicked on the first link and found this i think that this stuff is kinda true.
heres a bunch of links to stuff i found (they're all links forom the blog):
http://www.mcn.org/1/Miracles/curidge.html
http://www.shareintl.org/archives/crosses/cr_bp19.htm

Okay no, you know what. Go research this. this is your homework
go read this and tell me what you guys think.
I'm asking the guy who posted it about the legend: that the minister was very disturbed by the happenings around his church adn he killed his family in the house next to the church then hung himself in the church. Nikki and Chelsey have been inside the church and on the property since then and they said they and their friends all experiences something very very very out of the norm, something paranormal, such as seeing the hanging minister. Unfortunately the church hsa been torn down. And most are afraid to set foot on the property.
I also just noticed that the post was on April 22, 2005.
Hopefully the guy gets my comment and talks back.
Well,
i gotta go find out more.
peace,
~Kayy

OKay hey this is an edit thing but i found this. Check it out and read these stories. If you find any more information please please please PLEASE send them to me
email them actaully
savethelions17@yahoo.com

okay another edit.
so i found this story on the site above

Buddy Piper (May 1997)
Dear Editors,

Within the past 24 hours* Reverend Joe Bullard and his wife Mildred rushed their son David to a Knoxville hospital for a contemplated emergency surgery on his gall bladder. Because of a heart problem for David, the surgeon said the surgery would be extremely dangerous, so he invited the family in to actually see the gall bladder on the screen before the operation, so that they would know how damaged it was.

As the Bullards watched, a small cross of light appeared and settled on top of the gall bladder image they were watching. A family member rushed to call a nurse, but by the time she arrived, the cross had disappeared.

The doctor was contacted and notified the family that something had happened and there was now absolutely no need for surgery. The gall bladder is fine!

Buddy Piper, USA.

(*Letter dated 15 March 1997)


Rev Joe Bullard (January-February 1998)
Dear Editors,

My wife, Mildred, and I recently experienced a great blessing and I feel prompted to write to you about it. I'm Joe Bullard, the former Pastor of Copper Ridge Baptist Church in Knoxville, Tennessee, USA. As you reported in your magazine, on 8 November 1995 an amazing display of crosses of light suddenly appeared in the tiny church where I worked for 14 years. They were magnificently beautiful and news of the healings of the deaf and the blind and of drug addicts and of those spiritually and emotionally troubled spread around the world. (Over 50,000 adults and children came the first year from 27 of the United States and seven foreign countries.) My family and I kept the church doors open seven days a week so that everyone, believers and non-believers alike, could see and feel God's energy in those 40-foot-high and 40-foot-wide, flaming crosses.

However, shortly after the crowds started coming, a group of my church members asked me to keep non-believers and those of other religious beliefs from seeing the crosses and I resisted. I was asked to resign, but I refused, so they cut off my $250-a-month salary and went to court to remove me. After several months of our efforts to let the public see the crosses, my wife and I were physically attacked and sprayed in the eyes with pepper spray and we were taken by our children to the hospital to recuperate. To protect my family, I turned the church over to the congregation ó and then some amazing blessings happened. The judge in the court case awarded me some of my back pay and required the congregation and their attorney to pay the court costs, which relieved us of some of the financial anxiety of starting over again someplace else.

The church is closed to all outsiders, the windows are being removed to keep the crosses out, but Mildred and I took a drive along a deserted road a few days ago and that's the great blessing I wish to report. No cars were in front of us, no cars behind. Suddenly, standing at the side of the road was a tall handsome man with a turban on his head and a marvellous smile on his face. As we passed, he raised his hand up as if to say: "Do you feel better now?" A surge of joy swept through us and I slammed on the brake and tried to back up quickly to take a closer look, but he had disappeared.

Reverend Joe Bullard, Knoxville, Tennessee, USA.

Okay Joe's talkign about seeing a guy on the Copper Ridge property, right? I've seen this same guy! He was walking between the headstones in the cemetery, the only real evidence there was a church there now. And he was walking abck and forth and i have a habit of looking up at the hill owndering what all has happened there and the guy looked up at me as we drove past. Then after we went past i looekd back and he was gone.
uhm.....
help?!
JASoN!
GRANT!
HOMEBISCUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey! post 101!

haha cool
so this is the second post of today and i am going to paste a copy of an email i just sent helen. let me know what ya think of the ideas.
~laser tag
~hang out at your house with food
~GO SEE PROM NIGHT!!!!!!!! oh i just thought of this one! okay so let me run this one past you. We go hang out at maybe Turkey Creek or something for a bit, maybe shop or something i dont know. Then go to the PInnacle (or West Town mall then regal. your choice.) then go to see Prom Night with the uber sexy Kellan Lutz aka Emmett. And then go to your house where we hang out and watch movies. And i'm looking up times as we speak, er, type. so u have everything you need to make a decsion. Arg! they dont have showtimes posted yet on Fandango.com! well i will have them to u whenever they do. Oh so i appointed myself BFOTBG. Kinda like Sookies BFOTB (best friend of the bride) therefore she does alot to help with the wedding. im BFOTBG (best friend of the birthday girl) So i get to help look up movie times! k? well theres that idea
well i cant find anything on the web about good party ideas but im still thinking.................
what about.....
no thats stupid.......
uhm. how about we just convince Cauis to take us to Volterra for your birthday?
haha
Ooh! maybe we can get the Pope to come down here after the New York stuff and he can come like bless you or something. Yeah it goes against dane Cooks thing but hey its something.
or....uhm.......lets........ooh! when the pope comes to bless you we'll kidnap Cauis and have the Pope fly us back to Italy (because apparently the Popes in Italy not England) and we'll get to Volterra by forcing Cauis to show us the way! haha! success! okay well maybe not but at least im trying...........................
we can........
haha read this real quick. its part of Holy Grail
Bridgekeeper: Stop. Who would cross the Bridge of Death must answer me these questions three, ere the other side he see.
Sir Lancelot: Ask me the questions, bridgekeeper. I am not afraid.
Bridgekeeper: What... is your name?
Sir Lancelot: My name is Sir Lancelot of Camelot.
Bridgekeeper: What... is your quest?
Sir Lancelot: To seek the Holy Grail.
Bridgekeeper: What... is your favourite colour?
Sir Lancelot: Blue.
Bridgekeeper: Go on. Off you go.
Sir Lancelot: Oh, thank you. Thank you very much.
Sir Robin: That's easy.
Bridgekeeper: Stop. Who would cross the Bridge of Death must answer me these questions three, ere the other side he see.
Sir Robin: Ask me the questions, bridgekeeper. I'm not afraid.
Bridgekeeper: What... is your name?
Sir Robin: Sir Robin of Camelot.
Bridgekeeper: What... is your quest?
Sir Robin: To seek the Holy Grail.
Bridgekeeper: What... is the capital of Assyria?
[pause]
Sir Robin: I don't know that.
[he is thrown over the edge into the volcano]
Sir Robin: Auuuuuuuugh.
Bridgekeeper: Stop. What... is your name?
Galahad: Sir Galahad of Camelot.
Bridgekeeper: What... is your quest?
Galahad: I seek the Grail.
Bridgekeeper: What... is your favourite colour?
Galahad: Blue. No, yel...
[he is also thrown over the edge]
Galahad: auuuuuuuugh.
Bridgekeeper: Hee hee heh. Stop. What... is your name?
King Arthur: It is 'Arthur', King of the Britons.
Bridgekeeper: What... is your quest?
King Arthur: To seek the Holy Grail.
Bridgekeeper: What... is the air-speed velocity of an unladen swallow?
King Arthur: What do you mean? An African or European swallow?
Bridgekeeper: Huh? I... I don't know that.
[he is thrown over]
Bridgekeeper: Auuuuuuuugh.
Sir Bedevere: How do know so much about swallows?
King Arthur: Well, you have to know these things when you're a king, you know.

hahahahahah
thats almost as good as the Holy Hand Grenade scene
we have to watch that soon. okay so party ideas...............
uhm we got laser tag, hanging out (blarg?) and then prom night....and of course kidnapping hte pope and Cauis to fly to Volterra but......what about............
we could roll someones house! haha i did that my tenth birthday! okay so it was my own house but still....
how about..........................what about............. going and....... playing putt putt in dresses was a pretty spiffy idea.......and maybe.....we could go to Wonder Works up in Gatlinburg. Its like $20 per person though. and if its too crowded you cant do much..... lets see,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
okay im out of ideas.
I'll try to think some more up later.




okay so now i think ima go read some of Kansas' stories
till later, Loves
~kayy

FOLLOW THE POWER HUNGRY VAMPIRE!

Peep the style and the kids checking for it
The number one question is
How could you ignore it
We drop right back in the cut
Over basement tracks
With raps that got you backing this up like
(rewind that)
We're just rolling with the rhythm
Rise from the ashes of the stylistic division
With these non-stop lyrics of life living
Not to be forgotten
But still unforgiven
But in the meantime there are those who wanna
Talk this and that
So I suppose it gets to a point
Feelings gotta get hurt
And get dirty with the people spreading the dirt
(It goes)

Try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
(Told you everything loud and clear)
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
(Told you everything loudu and clear)
But nobody's listening

I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handfull of anger
Held in my chest
And everything left is aw aste of time
I hate my rhymes
(But I hate everyone else's more)
I�m riding on the back of this pressure
Guessing that it�s better
I cant keep myself together
Because all of this stress
Gave me something to write on
The pain gave me something
I could set my sights on
You never forget the blood sweat and tears
The uphill struggle over years
The fear and the trash talking
And the people it was to
And the people that started it
Just like you

I got a
Heart full of pain
Head full of stress
Handful of anger
Held in my chest
Uphill struggle
Blood, sweat and tears
Nothing to gain
Everything to fear
(Coming at you)
~Nobody's Listening~Linkin Park

Okay so i've gotten complaints *Kaila!* about the song lyrics. just skip over them if you dont want to read them. easy as that. And no, Kansas, I havent read ur stories yet but im working on it. I would read them today but i have to find an alternate party plan for Helen because she was informed this mornign this will be her last birthday party because her moms afraid kids will start drinking at hte parties. And now shes thinking the tea party is kinda lame. So as BFOTBG (haha spin on the Gilmore Girls BFOTB haha) I have to try to find a new party plan. FUn. More ideas on that later. I have to find a cookie recipe too for AJ. You remember right? the kid we had to convince godzilla wasnt real? well AJ"s like a little kid in a lot of ways. Like if ya hurt him itsd scar him. and i wasnt thinking about this fact adn during our little writing workshop i gave him a three on word choice because he used the same words over and over, and everyone else got 4. So he sees and gets his feeling hurt and i feel terrible so i change it to a four and im baking cookies to get back on his good side. And i guess ill give some to everyone in English too.Oh and there was a fire drill today. me and HElen were having an interesting conversation. see below
Helen: If this was a real fire we'd all die cuz we're walking slow
Me: no, Caius would save us
Helen:No he wouldnt
Me: yeah he would. he wants more vampires
Helen: why doe she want more vampires?
Me: so the vampire world can take over hte hman world
Helen: but the vampires dont want to take over hte world. They want less vampires
Me: yeah but theres a revolt and now Cauis was intent on world domination
Helen:But why would Cauis want to rule the world?
Me: He's a power hungry vampire and wants to rule the world
Now we were approaching Coach Rice aka Cauis
Helen: Go ask him
Me:okay.
*looks over at Cauis*
Me: Hey Caius? *no response* Coach Rice?
Cauis: Yeah?
Me: Are you intent on world domination?
Cauis: Yes
Me: *turning to HElen* SEE!!!!!!
haha it was funny then he started to walking towards the building before they gave the all clear and this conversation occured
Helen: wheres he going? is he trying to kill us in the fire?! (there was no fire lol)
Me: FOLLOW THE POWER HUNGRY VAMPIRE!
it was pretty damn funny. and now i am going to brainstorm ideas for helens party:
~James suggested laser tag.
~i'm thinking somethign at her house
~I suggested somethign Beatles themed but HElen shot it down
~uhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
~Cotton Eyed Joes!
~oh shit.
~That might work.
~okay run the cotton eyed joes idea past helen....
what else....
hmmm.
i dont know.
okay well im a go off in search of a good party idea and cookie recipe for AJs cookies. I'm off.
Till later, loves.
~Kayy

Have a Trix

It might take too long to turn the lights back on
I guess I lay awake, I guess I'll lay here and pray
Could you pour me one more drink? A glass of gasoline
Help me burn my pain, light me up in the rain
My so-called life is so good

Why do we die?
Why do we die?
Slow down

You wonder how I’ve been, you ain’t been checking in
Just hope my vital signs would send me home again
My baby’s in the grass, Jesus on the dash
I drive myself insane just hoping I could stay
My so-called life is so good

Why do we die?
Why do we die?
Slow down

Slow down, slow down, slow down, slow down

When deserts turn into floods, White orchids cover with mud
No magic carpet today, not today
Who takes the reigns when I’m gone disintegrate from my throne?
No magic carpet today, not today

Why do we die?
Why do we die?
Why do we die?
Why do we die?
~Why~Limp Bizkit

So. Today is gonna be a good day. I can tell. Today is going to be good. I had a Trix bar. Trix bar=Half Baked. Half Baked=44 Pi Magic. Therefore Trix bar=44 PI Magic. Todays okay. OKay, for those who dont know, I'll explain the Trix bar. They used to sell Trix cereal bars in the cafeteria and i would buy one in the mornings and bring it to third period, where before the bell rang, i divided it up and fed myself, Helen, Eric, Ben, Abbey, Alexis, Buck and occasionally Shay. With one cereal bar. IT held us over until lunch and made us really hyper and talkative. ( thats why it equals 44 pi magic!!!) and this semester they quit selling them. So, desperate, me and Helen went on a search for the 44 Pi Magical Trix bar! So we searched Walmart, Target and Sams CLub. I think i even looked for them at Food City and Ingles one time (*NOTE: TRY KROGERS.) and no Trix bar to be found. *cue "awwwww"* so we search and search then one day my trusty steed (ya hear that, Shrek? She called me your trusty steed!) Kaila called and said that her school, the great and amazing Powell High School sold Trix bars!! Can you imagine the enthusiam?! And so i desperately sought out a way to get Trix bars from the Great and amazing Powell. (only great and amazing because they sold Trix) So i arranged to give a ten to Kaila the next time i saw her and then i would have Trix galore! But, i wouldn see her for a week or two, so what do i do? search for another way. and BOOM! theres the answer as im leaving ROTC. Taylor. Taylor is amazing because in his bag is a Trix cereal bar! i Arrange to bring him a dollar for the fifty cent Trix bar. And tada! i have my Trix bar!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!! And so me and Helen ate in on the way down here to Byington and now i wish i still had it. oh well. I had Trix. all is right in the world. SOooooooo what now? I had something to say but i dont remember anymore.....something about....damn it. I lost it. OH! teh Pope! So Rhiannon left to see the POpe! And i want to crash the POpe's party. But i dont know if i should. like im not Catholic and everything....he'd know. OH! So me and HElen had an interesting conversation. helen was talking about would the Pope know she wasnt a good Catholic, and shes like Jesus would tell him. And i'm like the pope has Jesus's cell phone number! COOL! and then that led to the fact that instead of cell phone conversations The Pope and Jesus have web cam conversations. ANd then i thought well would Jesus be number on on speed dail or would that still be Voicemail? And so we decided that Voicemail would be first because what if the Devil called and left a voicemail? Then that would mean that the Devil is before JEsus and then the POpe would come kill us so that cant be right. THen helen said fine instead of the Devil calling it's Angelina Jolie. And im thinking same difference right? WRONG! Angelina Jolie is evil-er. Bwhahahaha. Then that ld to the discussion that Brad Pitt is only going out with Angelina Jolie because she puts out. haha. whore. so theres our wonderful The POpe-to-Angelina Jolie conversation. It was quite interesting. Kinda like the quaint litte bunny. haha the funny thing is only Kaila knows about the quaint little bunny, and POgue of course. Or was it Reid? i dont know anyway. Thers the story. OH! So i remembered what i was gonna tell u earlier. So im getting sick cuz of allergies and i think im losing my voice. Yeah that sucks! but i still have my trusty steed right?
Oh thats scary.
So apparently a thirteen year old kid corrected NASA. Thats scary. Dude NASA's gonna be the death of us, I swear. Hey, i wonder if you can blog when your dead? thats be cool. like u know the whole interactive spirits thing? Okay lets say for the sake of argue,emt that ghosts exist. Which i personallybelieve is true. But anyway, so ghosts exist and they can interact. COuld they be able to type on the computer and blog? i mean blogging ghosts, call me crazy but it could be possible. They could use the energy from the computer enough to type and blog. Right? Hmm.. interesting.
Well I'm gonna get off of here for a bit. Maybe hi-jack Helens blog, or maybe Kaila. I dont know. maybe. Well till tomorrow, Loves.
Have a Trix
~KAyy

Follow Up From Yesterday

Yeah, Sorry for not explaining, Kansas.
Basically all that happened was this guy came up and tried to flirt with me, i made his hand crack end of story.
but i was pissed yesterday, thats why trhe rant

Oh my fucking god

I am about to fucking punch a hole in the goddamn wall. Yes i know i shouldnt be cussing liek this but really?
OMIGODDDDDDDD
jose better keep the hell away from me

Break Stuff~Limp Bizkit
It's just one of those days
When you don't wanna wake up
Everything is fucked
Everybody sucks
You don't really know why
But you wanna justify
Rippin someones head off
No human contact
And if you interact
Your life is on contract
Your best bet is to just stay away motherfucker
Its just one of those days
{chorus}
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
Lettin shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
Talking that shit
Its just one of those days
Feelin like a freight train
First one to complain
Leaves with the blood stain
Damn right I'm a maniac
You better watch your back
Cause I'm fuckin up your program
And then your stuck up
You just locked up
Next in line to get fucked up
Your best bet is to just stay away mother fucker
Its just one of those days
{chorus}
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
Letting shit slip
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
Talking that shit punk
So come and get it
I feel like shit
My suggestion
Is to keep your distance
Cause right now I'm dangerous
We've all felt like shit
And been treated like shit
All those motherfuckers
That wanna step up
You know I pack a chainsaw
I skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way
I just might break something tonight
Pack a chainsaw
I skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way
I just might break something tonight
Pack a chainsaw
I skin your ass raw
And if my day keeps going this way
I just might break you fuckin face tonight
Gimme something to break(3x)
How bout your fucking face
I hope you know I pack a chainsaw
A chainsaw
A motherfuckin chainsaw
So come and get it
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
That shits slick
Or you'll be leavin with a fat lip
Its all about the he says she says bullshit
I think you better quit
Talking that shit
Punk
So come and get it

Yep Yep!

Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silences on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now ) all I feel (all I feel) is the pain of fighting starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through
So here we are again the same old argument
Now I'm wondering if things will ever change
When will you laugh again,
laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise 'til 3 am,
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down

I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down

Down, down,down...

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Don't say a word, (Please don't leave...)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, (Please don't leave...)
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
~Say Anything~Good Charlotte

Yup, so i am obssessed with this song now. And no comments on as to why *cough cough* KAILA! *cough* But anyhoo. So lets see, ooh! I got my binder back! I was complaining to helen about how it sucks that i lost it and then i looked at the floor under Jared's desk and BAM! its there!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry im so hyper. I had a muffin this morning. haha. Muffins=hyper. hyper=talkative. talkative=babbling. babbling=plappern plappern=long ass blog today.
haha. which = UR SCREWEDDDDD!!!! SO!!!!!!!!! guess what! there is a new word! So the new word is REJECTATED. usage: You are rejectated! Story behind it: So Mom banned the word retard as in "youre so retarded" and so i was like "you such a reject!" and i tried to say rejectation and it came out rejectated. haha! So I found another cool song on my oh so fabulous ipod, Prince(and sometimes Princess) Cole! So heres the uber awesome song!

You're so good to me Baby Baby

I wanna lock you up in my closet, when no one's around
I wanna put your hand in my pocket, because you're allowed
I wanna drive you into the corner, and kiss you without a sound
I wanna stay this way forever, I'll say it aloud
Now you're in and you can't get out

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me Baby Baby
You're so good to me Baby Baby

I can make you feel all better, just take it in
And I can show you all the places, you've never been
And I can make you say everything, that you never said
And I will let you do anything, again and again
Now you're in and you can't get out

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
[ Hot lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]

You're so fabulous
You're so good to me Baby Baby
You're so good to me Baby Baby

Kiss me gently
Always I know
Hold me love me
Don't ever go

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me

You make me so hot
Make me wanna drop
You're so ridiculous
I can barely stop
I can hardly breathe
You make me wanna scream
You're so fabulous
You're so good to me Baby Baby
You're so good to me Baby Baby

You're so good
~Hot~Avril Lavigne~

UGH! i am soooo glad that Blogger has an automatic save! my computers being a jackass and internet explorer keeps coming up saying "Internet Explorer has encountered a problem and needs to close" then WHOOSH! its gone! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!! Its kinda annoying! So what am i gonna babble on about today?! I think my readers have abandoned me because i havent gotten any comments recently. I know Kaila did and i think Helen did too. And I think i've lost KAnsas too. Oh! i know what i can talk about! So theres this really cool show on abc family called greek about these frats and soritorys and theres Cappie (played by Scott M. Foster who would be the most amazing Edward ever!) who is like amazing hes the president of the most amazing frat ever, Kappa Tau. This frat is the ultimate frat. They have like this alcohool volcano which kicks ass and its just amazing! Like last nights episode the Omega Chi, the opposing frat, taped Rusty (a pledge to Kappa Tau who is affectionately called Spitter) to the side of a building with duct tape as part of revenge in a prank wars. I think theat the Kappa Taus will so win the prank wars because Evans not that smart when it comes to getting out of situations like this--getting caught by the cops i mean. And Cappies just hilarious. Like one line hes talking to his ex girlfriend/spitters sister/evans ex/ Casey. And hes like hell lets just say whats on our minds....how could they cancel Gilmore Girls! I'm looking at some of his lines now and i'll post them so u can see how amazing Cappie really truly is! And then Cappies like "wristbands? good, god, man! Not wristbands!" haha "And he looks like he's about to overdose on khaki" and this one was from Rusty ditched the frat to try to hook up with ish ex girlfriend. And Cappies trying to console him and hes like "Beaver was without cheesitos. you bring him his cheesitos. It's bros and cheesitos before hos." Priceless. "Let me tell you something Beaver. Women are like ions in a dense plasma, bustling along, snatching unsuspecting electrons to make themselves complete. But your brothers...we're electrons in a tenuous plasma. Never tempting each other to recombine, just happily coexisting....I love you...electron. I think i'm drunk." from Cappie obviously.
calvin: "So what are the class requirements for Kappa Tau?"
cappie: "hmm......one class per semester"
Calvin is a pledge to Omega Chi. This was obviously during Rush. "I haven't been this impressed since Jennifer Hudson in Dreamgirls" lets just say that anytime Cappie opens his mouth, you have constant laugh attacks. lol but yeah, Cappies amazing. HEs probably the best character on there.
Okay, my dears, I'm gonna get off here for awhile and got add some tags onto my other posts so i know what songs are where.
♥
mucho loveo
~Kayy ♥

Well then......

I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everybody can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cuz you don't understand I do what I can
Sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now, hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored

I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
Time won't tell
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored

~Faint~Linkin Park~

So Mucho Thanks to HElen for putting up a guest blog. And Mucho Thanks to Kansas for the Music HElp and for the comments on "Adeventure?"! See but the problems with just going is the seven months in juvie for "running away" (or i would be in Japan by now) and then the fact that i have no legal means of trnsportation yet. Or else believe me, I'd be gone. And if I could, I'd be in Japan by now too. What? You dont know about Japan? Oh really..... okay so....a friend of mine (k so a little bit more than a friend, bite me.)....James offered to take me on a trip with him. And I told him i wanted to go to Japan. Why Japan? I dont know, the school was hosting a contest for people to go to Japan and I said I wanted to go to Japan so theres Japan. And thats been the inside joke for the past, what?, month. month and a half. SOmething like that. SO whenever im sick of the house or parents, you say your ready for Japan. And in all reality, if i could go to Japan with James, I swear i would go. LIke if it came down to meeting the real Edward Cullen and being with Edward forever, and going to Japan with James for a day, then Tokyo here I come! (Tokyo is in Japan, right?) Yeah pathetic, but get over it. WHo said life was perfect. Oh and speaking about life being shitty, I have no cell phone again. And then i got pissed so i threw the phone at the wall. And then punched the wall and now my hand hurts. Oh and speaking of hands, my flight commander in ROTC broke his hand. How? I dont know, but Sheldon broke his hand. Haha to him. And speaking of ROTC, BETH. So i havent informed you of the latest drama with her. Lets get play a little game of Catch Up so you are well informed..
Friday during class, about halfway through, she passes me a note. See below.
Beth: R U Mad at Me?
Me: No Never
Beth: What'd i do?
ME: Same thing You always do
Beth: What do i do?
Me: You're being a hypocritical whore looking for attention
Then she dramatically huffs and puff as she balls up the piece of paper and she LEAVES SCHOOL i pissed her off so bad. Hahahahahahahaha. And to make it better, i'm causing problems between her and her boyfriend Tim. So Tim goes to Powell and come sto KHS for Byington classes. And i started a rumor at Powell that Beth was cheating on him, and then told everyone at Karns, Tim was cheating on her. Which turned out to be true. haha. And so she was pissed at that when the note occured so haha i win. and then this morning, when i walked past her classroom she gave me this evil stare. It was amazing. hha.
Oh and i lost my binder this morning, so that sucks. I left it outside then havent seen it since. Helens textin everyone for me to see if someone grabbed it. And Sarah's looking for it too. So yeah.
And what sucks even more is i think im sick. either that or my allergies are acting up really bad. Either way it sucks. And i think i've gone mentally insane. I keep seeing things. Like last night, i wa strying to go to sleep and i kept seeing really flashy lights, like s strobe light on high. It was weird. then today. I keep seeing colors oout of the corner of my eyes. Like my white Hollister jacket looks purple right now. And this morning it looked pink. yeah weird. And then for some really odd reason i keep seeing my house on fire. Its WEIRD. And this morning, omigah. Apparently mom woke me up at 6. And i sat up and yelled at her. Then I went back to sleep and didnt wake up until 6:50 where she scremaed and yelled at me. ANd i thought i had already gotten up and showered. and for some reason, i wanted to tell her its okay, i wrote my poem. I'm like wtf? Does zyrtec do that to your brain, i dont think so! And now im looking at this optical illusions on brainbashers.com and whoa, its tripptacular. And most of them just confirm my "insane" suspcions. ahhh! oksy fo sho go to this. its amazing. wowzers....its giving me a headache. thank god. only fifteen more minutes in this godforsaken class. UGH!!!!! i just realized i have PT next!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK! I dont want PT! and this song is depressing. I love it though. It's posted below. And i have to ride home to Mimi's and i dont want to do that! that means I have to sit with BEth! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And i cant work on From Ebony to Ivory or anything because i lost my binder! this day just gets worse and worse huh? And Lets see now is "Fathers Son" by 3 Doors Down. Pretty good. Not the best song ever. I say thats "Say ANything" well best thats played this class period. ugh! Okay I am off to read these puzzzles on brainbashers.com
enjoy my song below

Here I am on the phone again and...
Awkward silences on the other end
I used to know the sound of a smile in your voice
But right now (right now ) all I feel (all I feel) is the pain of fighting starting up again

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Some say that time changes,
best friends can become strangers
But I don't want that, no not for you
If you just stay with me we can make it through
So here we are again the same old argument
Now I'm wondering if things will ever change
When will you laugh again,
laugh like you did back when
We'd make noise 'til 3 am,
And the neighbors would complain

All the things we talk about
You know they stay on my mind, on my mind
All the things we laugh about
they'll bring us through it every time,
After time, after time

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down

I'm fallin...
I'm fallin...
I'm fallin down

Down, down,down...

Don't say a word,
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away,
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything

Don't say a word, (Please don't leave...)
I know you feel the same
Just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
Please don't walk away, (Please don't leave...)
I know you wanna stay
If you just give me a sign
Say anything, say anything
~Say Anything~Good Charlotte~

Bwahahaha

SUPER COOL PARTY PEOPLE BID YOUR SUPERCOOL ADIEU!!

Haha. Gilmore Girls rocks my socks. Oh yeah, this is Helen, btw. I'm in Floral Design -ugh, superblarg- and I logged on to write on my blog and realized that I'm a "team member" of Kayla's blog, so now I'm blogging for Kayla. ^_^

Today was boringness on a stick. Haha! New catch phrase. I'm so hardfreakingcore. I am hardfreakingcore to the max. Bwahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Wow. I think the caffeine is starting to get to me. I just started a Coke like 15 minutes ago, and now I'm totally wired. w00t! for caffeine!!!!!!!!

So, I'm having a tea party. Its going to be the bestestest thing ever. But you'll have to read my blog to learn all about it. What? What did you say? You didn't even know I have a blog?? No way! Here's the link:

thecoolestnerdyouknow.blogspot.com

Its there. ^_^

I'm texting Gideon and he was just like "so what's up?" and I'm all "Oh, nothing, just hijacking Kayla's blog". Yes, bitches, it is true. You have been HIJACKED and now me and Caius are gonna go all Volturi on your ass. Hahahahahaha.

I should probably text Kayla and let her know I'm hijacking her blog...

Anyhoo...Today was lameo to the max. However, there were cookies. Cookies make everything happy. I'm gonna make some cookie bars this weekend, I think. Its gonna be supercoolness on a stick with marshmallows.

MMMMMMMMMMM. Marshmallows. I still have some Peeps from Easter in a drawer in my room..I should probably eat them soon. I opened the package like last week, so they should be good and stale by now. They're soooooo much better stale. Like for seriously.

Ooh! That made me think of Laura. I love me some Laura. I should call her tonight. I miss her stupid ass muchly.

Hmmmmmm....I think I'm gonna go write on my own blog now. Talk to you later, lovers.
^_^

xo
Helen

Number Two Of April 11!

PLEASE READ "ADVENTURE?" BELOW THIS ONE!!!

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart?
But where's your heart?
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights to cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

(How can I see, I see you lying) 'Cause I see you lying next to me
(How can I see, I see you lying) With words I thought I'd never speak
(How can I see, I see you lying) Awake and unafraid
(How can I see, I see you lying) Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

'Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you could say can stop me going home
(Or dead)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
(Or dead)
Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

okay for seriously now. this is post numebr two for today, please, please, please, please read "Adventure?" below this one for me. So i have decided that not only does school prove to be useless, so doeseverythign else in this life. I mean seriously now what is the whole point for any of this? But, however, the song has pointed something out to me. You prove yourself weak if you just leave everything. And weak=bad. and we do not like that. at all. RIght? If your weak you can be defeated and held down.

Pain is weakness leaving the body.

that statement is not really all that true. That statement probably justifies alot for people. But unless u succeed somethign from this pain, its useless.
im off for now
we're fixing to leave
~Kayy

Adventure?

The night is so long when everything's wrong
If you give me your hand I will help you hold on
Tonight,
Tonight.
I won't let you say goodbye,
I'll be your reason why.
The last night away from me,
Away from me.

Okay yea, so i've posted skillet alot but whatever. And thanks to both Kansas and Helen for giving me ideas for music! i am seriously needing some. that and movies. but i have to have money for movies. Music i bum off everyone's itunes lol. And that Tibetan Plateau thing is a good idea, Kansas, thanks! haha. No everyone in the Cult (ROTC) has decided that instead of shipping her off we're just gonna piss her off really mad and ignore her constantly. If she tells us to do something, do the opposite, if she tries to talk to you look away. Stuff like that. Yes, a bit childish i know but its better than getting all pissed off at her and threatening to ship her off in the dead of the night. Plus, there's no police-involvement this way. Oh, so Nikki's coming in this weekend with Mason. For those of you who dont know, (since i now have out-of-state readers {hi Kansas!} im so psyched bout that!) Nikki's my 20 year old sister and Masons my 2 year old nephew. So they're comin up this week and its gonna be great. She should be on the road already. Haha i just read something on Yahoo about Vanilla Ice getting arrested. About time! Did you see that guy on Surrel Life? Holy shit hes got as temper! haha. So whats up with everyone! im bored outta my mind, this class is pointless and well school in general is pretty pointless. Okay, well not really, i'm dreading summer (more on that in a minute) School's pretty okay i guess. Not that great though. I mean the only good reason to come is to bug Caius (Coach Rice, English teacher, fun to annoy) and to hang out with people. and internet time in here. Oh, adn to hear Colonel say "Suck Squeeze, Bang Blow" every so often. haha. Ohh, i gotta remember to bribe Weston for my Trix bar!!! gotta remember that! Oh and Why I'm Dreadin Summer list:
1. No friends
2. Nothing to do
3. Hot as Hell
4. Nothing to do

Good enough? hope so. dude so i had the weirdest moment last night. Out of nowhere i texted both Helen and Kaila and told them that we should go somewhere like now. I want an adventure! And I think Japan's a pretty spiffy idea thank you very much. I mean how can it not be? Right? Remember the other day when i posted "Holiday" by Boys Like Girls lyrics? Okay so a holiday would be pretty nice right now. I'm so sick of this, doing the same damn thing over and over, day after day. Its boring. it's lifeless, its.......BORING. I mean arent we supposed to have some kind of life? Not sitting day after day doing the same thing. I want an adventure! Kaila kindly pointed out that we might go to the Beach this summer but what goods that if we've been a thousand and three times?! It's not! I want to do somethign that most people wouldnt dare do! Ugh! Wheres the Life and Death Brigade when you need them! Wheres Matt Czurchry stalking me calling me Ace every five seconds?! I'll tell you where he is! he's following the girls who actually do something with their lives, not type uselessly on a blog for peoples enjopyment (no offense, loyal blog-readers) UGH! Japan is a pretty spiff-tacular idea right now! Okay well thats not get too crazy, Japan is a bit overdramatic. But what about our wonderful adventure to California?! What baout that! We were supposed to go to California, take a detour through Colorado for Sky, go stalk the Cullens up in Forks, hang witht eh werewolves! and what are we doing now?! We're lucky if we reach Six Flags Over Texas! we're lukcy if we get past the Mississippi River! hell, if we get past Graceland, Elvis will rise from the dead to congratulate us! But its not just the length of the trip that changed thats pissing me off. Its the fact that the Roadtrip of our lives was planned for after graduation! ALMoST THREE YEARS FROM NOW!!! I've already started saving for this trip only to have it be cut short a couple thousand times! And now, there is no Roadtrip. Theres a small drive to maybe Atlanta and thats it! I mean seriously?! And so there is no adventure. and people say, oh when you get your license, when you get a car you can go, but let me tell ya buddy, have you SEEN those gas prices?! there is no way in hell i'd be able to do anything! I mean seriously! And its not like when i did have a car i would be allowed to go whenever! i'd have to ask permission then go, and shes not gonna let me be out of the house 24/7. Thus i would have to raise my window without raising the blinds, remove the screen, climb out the window, close the window from the outside, replace the screen, start the car, and leave while praying the whole time that leann doesnt wake up, realize its not me in the bed but rather my 6 foot stuffed tiger and tell mom. So therefore i am screwed for life out of my adventures. I mean when you were little you had all knids of adventures: climbing onto the top of the playhouse and the swingset, telling your little sister shes an alien, i mean we had fun. Now, our fun is maybe getting to listen to music with a friend. I mean seriously. Well, unless your Helen, "watchin COlbert" haha (kidding Helen) but seriously like everyone else i know has fun except me i get to have zero fun. And it sucks.

Well, im ending this emotastic blog for now.

~Kayy

Post #2 of the Day!

Oh my god guys are stupid. So everyone knows that im in a class with sixteen guys and two other girls. Okay so for whatever reason the guys find it highly amusing to do nothing but type on that voice feature on the computers. you know where you type in something and it says it. They find it highly amusing for some reason. Seriously, i got over that when i was eight after making it say "Youre a bitch" to my mom.Thats retarded. Oh now they're communicating between computers. Well isnt that productive.
guys are retarded.

~Kayy

ps, dont forget to read my other post below this one.

Useless Babbling.

And to start us out....My Obsession-Skillet

Your touch, your ways
Leave me dumb without reason
Your love, my cage
My prison so pleasing
I spend my days
Tangled in thoughts of you
Stuck in this place
Resigned to be your fool

I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water

You’re my only infatuation
Don’t leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose, my possession
Live and die in my obsession
My obsession

Oh

Come down to me
Don’t ever say that it’s over
I kiss your feet
Worship the air you breathe
Your love, my gift
You go and I will follow
My dream, my wish
Don’t leave me here so helpless

I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water

You’re my only infatuation
Don’t leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose, my possession
Live and die in my obsession
My obsession

Am I a lunatic?
I’m going crazy
For just a word from
For just a touch from you

And I’m exploding like chemicals
I’m going crazy, can’t get enough (2x)

I thirst no longer
I thirst, yeah
Drenching my soul
Drenching, oh

I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water

You’re my only infatuation
Don’t leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose, my possession
Live and die in my obsession
Oh, oh, oh, my obsession
Oh, oh, oh, my obsession
My obsession

So has anyone else noticed my strange obsession with posting songs that mean one thing i twist em to mean something totally differnt? i love it. Dude, i am so psyched! I got an out-of-state reader too! Hi Kansas!!!! Oh and about the fake-accent things, Kansas pointed out that theirs nothing wrong with it, except for the fact that Beth does it constantly and no one can make her shut up! And I am teaching Beth how to cuss right because she cant do it. She thinks that every other word must be a cuss word and the cuss words must alternate between "fuck" and "shit" and its annoying. I have told her im not listening to her until she learns to cuss correctly. Does anyone remember in I, Robot where Shia LeBouf played Farber, and he couldnt cuss?

NS5 Robots: You have been deemed hazardous. Will you comply?
Farber: You can kiss my ass, metal dick!

Farber: I got this fine-ass little yummy. I mean she is complete and agreeable, ass-hot spankable, Spoon.
Detective Del Spooner: What does that even mean?
Farber: You know what that means, now stop barracadin' and give me the damn-ass keys!
Detective Del Spooner: First off, stop cussing, cause you're not good at it.
Farber: Well at least give me ten for the bus, man. I been there for you.
Detective Del Spooner: Go home.
Farber: Okay. That's strike one, Spoon. That's strike one!


Farber: Oh, Mother-damn, she just shot at you with her eyes closed, Spoon.
Detective Del Spooner: Hey! Did you just shoot at me with your eyes closed?
Susan Calvin: Well it worked, didn't it?
Farber: Spoon, she is shit-hot, man. You gotta put in a good word for me.
Detective Del Spooner: Stop cussing!
Farber: And go home, I gotcha.
Detective Del Spooner: [to Calvin] *Aim* and fire.

Farber cusses better than Beth does, mmkay? this kid needs help. Seriously because, no. Like direct quote from Beth. "Mother fuck, why the fuck di dyou not let me fucking have some shit" talking about PURFUME, what the bloody hell! (ok, Kansas, so taking some accents is pretty cool but not constantly). Gah, Bored Muchly ™
So im stealing helens idea and im makin a list thingy too because browsing internet and useless babbling in a boring type format==sucks. K? So heres we go
--classes suck this semester.
--no really
--English is okay though
--AJ's pretty funny
--Krebs is annoying though
--2nd is this
--Blogging
--And nothing else
--Kinda boring.
--third is ROCTy
--No commment, self explainatory.
--I want coffee
--bad.
--and cookies
--my arm hurts
--I ran into another pole today
--it hurt.
--I think i've formed another bruise.
--I need to talk to Helen about creating an ad for my site too
--help me remember
--cms sucks
--i need new songs on my ipod
--Any suggestions, Kansas?
--bored muchly ™
-- Verdammen Sie es zu Hölle
--Lets go get the stripper at Walmart. lol
--Lets go to Japan
--No really
--I'll do it
--Bored.
--this class sucks
--i have another hour in here
--Kill me no
--no wait, dont
--Lets go watch Elmo
--Or Dora
--Either works
--Whats with everyone wearing kid show backpacks and stuff? its weird
--haha I still have Cheetos from the lockin
--on February 8, 2008
--they're pretty good
--Jeff Foxworthy: This one goes out to the younger ones out there. If your mother still drives you to school, you ain't no "gangsta", pull your pants up! Your back pockets should not be behind your knees!
--Haha
--u should check out kaila's blog
--i post on there occasionally.
-- ordinarily-unperfect.blogspot.com
--dude
--boredom.
--im gettin off.
--see ya

--Kayy

Holiday.....

i figured i would start on a happy note for us so, hereya go. "Those Nights" by Skillet.

I remember when
We used to laugh
About nothing at all
It was better than going mad
From trying to solve all the problems we're going through
Forget 'em all
Cause on those nights we would stand and never fall
Together we faced it all
Remember when we'd

[Chorus:]
Stay up late and we'd talk all night
In a dark room lit by the tv light
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive

We'd listen to the radio play all night
Didn't want to go home to another fight
Through all the hard times in my life
Those nights kept me alive

I remember when
We used to drive
Anywhere but her
As long as we'd forget our lives
We were so young and confused that we didn't know
To laugh or cry
Those nights were ours
They will live and never die
Together we'd stand forever
Remember when we'd

[Bridge:]
Those nights belong to us
There's nothing wrong with us

I remember when
We used to laugh
And now I wish those nights would last

CMS does suck ass. i mean theres nothing really to do except that stupid plato shit that i wont have to do for a while since im ahead of everyone again. And then theres nothing but listen to our ipod, blog, and plot murders. I have one mapped out already (dont worry im not gonna murder anyone) lol. And now im trying to plot the worst thing ever for beth. See she is starting to annoy the shit out of me. She thinks that Everyone is a slut like her and says one minute "i love my boyfriend i wouldnt do anything to hurt him" and then the next minute, shes all over someone and calling the ROCTy guys "her boys." I told her i dont know how many times she does not own them!!! like Tony went to get a snack and Beths like did i say you could? i was like okay seriously you do not own them. Quit it! and then shes all over Cunningham and Evans and TOny and saying "oh i love tim" bullshit whore. then i called her a whore twice yesterday and not good. And shes very loud and annoying. Like for some reason she likes to talk in different accents. Like if everythings okay she talks very proper. then when shes pissed, she speaks in a british accent. and apparently when shes telling trucker tales and about adventures when she rode with her dad in his truck she talks in such a SOuthern godawful hick accent it makes Paula Deen seem like a damn Yankee. And then she makes this really weird strange sounds so loud the whole bus shuts up. Seriously? is that neccessary? So i was complaining today to HElen James and Rhiannon about how she was starting to get on my nerves and we came to the conclusion that i cant kick her ass and james made a very cryptic remark, "thats why you need a boyfriend." sorry buddy i can take care of myself thanks though. whatever though, and my arm has been killing me for the past ever. We played a really violent game in pt monday and i told everyone that if your gonna injure me leave a mark. Do they listen? no. so for the past few days i've been complain and bitchin over the fact that i have four (from what i can tell) bruises on the bone of my upper arm and it hurts and i just look like a reject comliaing about a nonexistant bruise. But it hurts. like i cant move it without it hurting. it sucks. and lets see what else.... oh so me and Sarah and Brandon snuck into the theatre earlier. Bryan was in there playing piano and we wanted to hear him so we went to the stage door and got inside and shut the door. We were just at the edge of the curtain when all the lights snapped on all of a sudden and we freaked and ran out. It turned out that Mr. Ellington heard Bryan playing, decided to see what was going on and Bryan got in trouble. it was great though. Pretty fun. ANd then what else...oh i think ima convicne mom to let me drive again. oh and speaking of driving, you havent heard the whole designated driver theory. so i was supposed to be Nikki's (my older sister) designated driver for her 21st birthday. Someone was going to watch Nikki's son Mason, whos two, and then i was gonna drive Nikki and Mom to COtton Eyed joes and wait outside while they got trashed. But then Nikki realized i would only have my permit then, so i pointed out that someone would supervise (mom and nikki would be there right?) and then she lovingly called me a 'tard and reminded me that the law doesnt count if the supervisor is "drunk off their ass" and So after convinceing her we wouldnt be pulled over because i have "excellent" driving skills, not even 24 hours later she calls and says she pregnant so there is no major bash where shes getting trashed and im the designated driver. Bummer. But that means that for her 22nd birthdday i'll have my license!!! yay!!! sooo i wont have to illegally drive. whoot whoot! ugh, my arm hurts. I just hit it on the desk. Verdammen Sie es zu Hölle (ooh, havent seen that in awhile!)My arm hurts!!! oh and i have a visible bruise on my forearm too. its like a purpleish color. I'm not sure if thats good or not but i know i rebruised it because it was healing and now its all purple again.
So
i'm gonna get off.
heres another song for you.
"Holiday" by Boys LIke Girls.
Makes me wanna go to Japan....

~kayy

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
No one could hold me down
No one could keep me around
Now it's your turn, take a shot
Baby show me everything that you got
Maybe you can keep me alive
Maybe you can get in my mind
But it's only a matter of time

Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

My father, he was always wise
As wise as an elephant's eyes
He couldn't hold me down
He couldn't keep me around
So are you gonna take your shot?
It's the only one that you got
Maybe I'll go out on a limb
Maybe I'll jump in for a swim
When the lights go dim

You know I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday
(Need to take a holiday)

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

When I was younger I used to be wild
As wild as an elephant's child
And I don't think I'll ever change
I think I'm gonna stay the same

I'll run far away
I need to take a holiday (need to take a holiday)
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase (set off on a new chase)
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

A new start
I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight