The Struggle Within

Reaching out for something you've got to feel
While clutching to what you had thought was real

Kicking at a dead horse pleases you
No way of showing your gratitude
So many things you don't want to do
What is it? what have you got to lose

What the hell (What the hell)
What is you think you're gonna find?
Hypocrite (Hypocrite)
Boredom sets into the boring mind

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within

Home is not a home it becomes a hell
Turning it into your prison cell
Advantages are taken, not handed out
While you struggle inside your hell

Reaching out (reaching out)
Grabbing for something tou've got to feel
Closing in (closing in)
The pressure upon you is so real

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within

Reaching out for something you've got to feel
While clutching to what you had thought was real

What the hell (what the hell)
What is you think you're gonna find
Hypocrite (hypocrite)
Boredom sets into the boring mind

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within
~The Struggle Within~Metallica~The Black Album

So i have officially decided that this is the third best Metallica song ever. First is "Enter Sandman", second is "One", which is ironicly enough number four on the ...And Justice For All cd. Anyway. Just read the comment, Kansas, and thats a pretty good idea. And as soon as i get time i swear i'll read your stories. I should have time tomorrow in class. i'll read them there. And I think i might do the mail thing, where you were talking about mailing them to yourself. Pretty good idea. I might do it. Thats of course after i get the story done. I recently had to redo the entire story because as one of my friends Nathaniel pointed out, the title I had didnt fit. And then the change of the title led to story alterations and then the discovery of the Copper Ridge stuff made the story even better and now the sotry line has changed dramatically. And so the title of the book is From Ebony to Ivory, just so ya can look for it there Kansas. So like when it gets published be shure to look for it. And as for the meaning of the song, as posted above, is....i dont know. I had a reason but i forgotteded it. whoops. I know there was a reason though. Oh wow. So you the crazies in CMS? now they're watching Family Guy on the computer and i keep hearing Peter say something about Spider Man. Oh so Ghost Hunters is on tonight. I might watch it,I gotta also find the rerun of last night SVU cuz i forgot to watch it. I slept. BUt its on Sunday, May 4 at 10 on NBC. SOmone remind me to watch it. Lol. and speakin gof SVU, helen gave me her season five, i think, because she never watches it and figured i'd get more use out of it than McKays. Itd sit on a shelf and rot. God I'm having issues again. This stupid brace! And omigah, Keyboarding was HELL with this brace. My top was like 40 when normally 60. the bell just rang. shit. we're leaving in like 5 minutes. I'll post this. Bye.

~KAyy