The Struggle Within

Reaching out for something you've got to feel
While clutching to what you had thought was real

Kicking at a dead horse pleases you
No way of showing your gratitude
So many things you don't want to do
What is it? what have you got to lose

What the hell (What the hell)
What is you think you're gonna find?
Hypocrite (Hypocrite)
Boredom sets into the boring mind

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within

Home is not a home it becomes a hell
Turning it into your prison cell
Advantages are taken, not handed out
While you struggle inside your hell

Reaching out (reaching out)
Grabbing for something tou've got to feel
Closing in (closing in)
The pressure upon you is so real

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within

Reaching out for something you've got to feel
While clutching to what you had thought was real

What the hell (what the hell)
What is you think you're gonna find
Hypocrite (hypocrite)
Boredom sets into the boring mind

Struggle within it suits you fine
Struggle within your ruin
Struggle within you seal your own coffin
Struggle within the struggling within
~The Struggle Within~Metallica~The Black Album

So i have officially decided that this is the third best Metallica song ever. First is "Enter Sandman", second is "One", which is ironicly enough number four on the ...And Justice For All cd. Anyway. Just read the comment, Kansas, and thats a pretty good idea. And as soon as i get time i swear i'll read your stories. I should have time tomorrow in class. i'll read them there. And I think i might do the mail thing, where you were talking about mailing them to yourself. Pretty good idea. I might do it. Thats of course after i get the story done. I recently had to redo the entire story because as one of my friends Nathaniel pointed out, the title I had didnt fit. And then the change of the title led to story alterations and then the discovery of the Copper Ridge stuff made the story even better and now the sotry line has changed dramatically. And so the title of the book is From Ebony to Ivory, just so ya can look for it there Kansas. So like when it gets published be shure to look for it. And as for the meaning of the song, as posted above, is....i dont know. I had a reason but i forgotteded it. whoops. I know there was a reason though. Oh wow. So you the crazies in CMS? now they're watching Family Guy on the computer and i keep hearing Peter say something about Spider Man. Oh so Ghost Hunters is on tonight. I might watch it,I gotta also find the rerun of last night SVU cuz i forgot to watch it. I slept. BUt its on Sunday, May 4 at 10 on NBC. SOmone remind me to watch it. Lol. and speakin gof SVU, helen gave me her season five, i think, because she never watches it and figured i'd get more use out of it than McKays. Itd sit on a shelf and rot. God I'm having issues again. This stupid brace! And omigah, Keyboarding was HELL with this brace. My top was like 40 when normally 60. the bell just rang. shit. we're leaving in like 5 minutes. I'll post this. Bye.

~KAyy

Useless Babbling.

And to start us out....My Obsession-Skillet

Your touch, your ways
Leave me dumb without reason
Your love, my cage
My prison so pleasing
I spend my days
Tangled in thoughts of you
Stuck in this place
Resigned to be your fool

I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water

You’re my only infatuation
Don’t leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose, my possession
Live and die in my obsession
My obsession

Oh

Come down to me
Don’t ever say that it’s over
I kiss your feet
Worship the air you breathe
Your love, my gift
You go and I will follow
My dream, my wish
Don’t leave me here so helpless

I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water

You’re my only infatuation
Don’t leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose, my possession
Live and die in my obsession
My obsession

Am I a lunatic?
I’m going crazy
For just a word from
For just a touch from you

And I’m exploding like chemicals
I’m going crazy, can’t get enough (2x)

I thirst no longer
I thirst, yeah
Drenching my soul
Drenching, oh

I thirst no longer
Drenching my soul
Pour out like water

You’re my only infatuation
Don’t leave me stranded
In my obsession
My purpose, my possession
Live and die in my obsession
Oh, oh, oh, my obsession
Oh, oh, oh, my obsession
My obsession

So has anyone else noticed my strange obsession with posting songs that mean one thing i twist em to mean something totally differnt? i love it. Dude, i am so psyched! I got an out-of-state reader too! Hi Kansas!!!! Oh and about the fake-accent things, Kansas pointed out that theirs nothing wrong with it, except for the fact that Beth does it constantly and no one can make her shut up! And I am teaching Beth how to cuss right because she cant do it. She thinks that every other word must be a cuss word and the cuss words must alternate between "fuck" and "shit" and its annoying. I have told her im not listening to her until she learns to cuss correctly. Does anyone remember in I, Robot where Shia LeBouf played Farber, and he couldnt cuss?

NS5 Robots: You have been deemed hazardous. Will you comply?
Farber: You can kiss my ass, metal dick!

Farber: I got this fine-ass little yummy. I mean she is complete and agreeable, ass-hot spankable, Spoon.
Detective Del Spooner: What does that even mean?
Farber: You know what that means, now stop barracadin' and give me the damn-ass keys!
Detective Del Spooner: First off, stop cussing, cause you're not good at it.
Farber: Well at least give me ten for the bus, man. I been there for you.
Detective Del Spooner: Go home.
Farber: Okay. That's strike one, Spoon. That's strike one!


Farber: Oh, Mother-damn, she just shot at you with her eyes closed, Spoon.
Detective Del Spooner: Hey! Did you just shoot at me with your eyes closed?
Susan Calvin: Well it worked, didn't it?
Farber: Spoon, she is shit-hot, man. You gotta put in a good word for me.
Detective Del Spooner: Stop cussing!
Farber: And go home, I gotcha.
Detective Del Spooner: [to Calvin] *Aim* and fire.

Farber cusses better than Beth does, mmkay? this kid needs help. Seriously because, no. Like direct quote from Beth. "Mother fuck, why the fuck di dyou not let me fucking have some shit" talking about PURFUME, what the bloody hell! (ok, Kansas, so taking some accents is pretty cool but not constantly). Gah, Bored Muchly ™
So im stealing helens idea and im makin a list thingy too because browsing internet and useless babbling in a boring type format==sucks. K? So heres we go
--classes suck this semester.
--no really
--English is okay though
--AJ's pretty funny
--Krebs is annoying though
--2nd is this
--Blogging
--And nothing else
--Kinda boring.
--third is ROCTy
--No commment, self explainatory.
--I want coffee
--bad.
--and cookies
--my arm hurts
--I ran into another pole today
--it hurt.
--I think i've formed another bruise.
--I need to talk to Helen about creating an ad for my site too
--help me remember
--cms sucks
--i need new songs on my ipod
--Any suggestions, Kansas?
--bored muchly ™
-- Verdammen Sie es zu Hölle
--Lets go get the stripper at Walmart. lol
--Lets go to Japan
--No really
--I'll do it
--Bored.
--this class sucks
--i have another hour in here
--Kill me no
--no wait, dont
--Lets go watch Elmo
--Or Dora
--Either works
--Whats with everyone wearing kid show backpacks and stuff? its weird
--haha I still have Cheetos from the lockin
--on February 8, 2008
--they're pretty good
--Jeff Foxworthy: This one goes out to the younger ones out there. If your mother still drives you to school, you ain't no "gangsta", pull your pants up! Your back pockets should not be behind your knees!
--Haha
--u should check out kaila's blog
--i post on there occasionally.
-- ordinarily-unperfect.blogspot.com
--dude
--boredom.
--im gettin off.
--see ya

--Kayy