I'm Going to Therapy For My Bitch Problems....

well, I'm not, but whore-bitch Beth is. Well, least thats what she told Kirstyn. She told Kirstyn shes "going to therapy so i can start eating and work on my anger issues and my bitch problems." I was like really? because you cant stop being a bitch on your own? Here let me save her time and money....
haha
but i've been banned from kicking beths ass. by both James and Helen.
i cant do it...
bummer.
haha so guess what!
Cauis was walking into school and i go "CAUIS!" and he turns and i wave and hes like "...." it was great. and then as he told us in class he had a really bad morning, his tire exploded and he had to get a ride from his wife and the whole dialogue following that statement was funny. because someone said Cauis had to get a ride from his mommy and Causi is like "yes i got a ride from my mommy" just kidding around adn AJs like "I get a ride from my mommy" it was great. then Cauis had a bunch of phone calls to the guy that was supposed to pick up his acar off the side of the road and then he told us he was going to send this 'slave locked in the basement" after Mr. Parker, the guy who was supposed to pick his car up. and then he explained that the "slave has been locked in my basement for 26 years. he was frozen in ice. he's egyptian." then Nick (affectionately called Yoda) asked what his name was and Cauis is like dont worry about it you wont be able to pronounce it. So now we are saying that the Egyptian slave is really Felix. haha.
dude. im bore dto the extreme. and tired. I got four and half hours of sleep last night, me and Nikki went out. we have this tradition of going out on midnight walmart trips. and last nigth we took our wamart trip. First we went to Taco Bell to see Amber, one of her old high school friends. and then we went back to the house because Nikki forgot her debit card then we went to the Taco Bell in fron of walmart, then we went into Walmart and just walked around. And then at ONE IN THE MORNING we leave. it was pretty fun. I'm tired today though. And we're playing the Army recruiters in flag football next period. Fun....and i get to talk to Beth because thats all im allowed to do. Gah....im like half asleep.
dudeeeeeee so i think i figured a way to go to Dollyhood without having to take money from peopel *cough cough*. Nikkis told me if i want to go to dollywood just go and i think im just gonna go ahead and go with the everyone to dollywood and just plan to do somethign else with her next time shes in. so Kaila's got this one free admission thing that ima use until i got money to get my pass upgraded. she dont know bout this yet though. haha. dude...bored and tired and halfasleep and i pray that we play tackle when we play the recruiters because i will knock beth on her ass--even if shes on my team. okay u know what? im bored and half asleep adn i hate htis. Dude, so i havent drawn on my hand in like a week adn my hand has a blue and pink heart stained on there. its really faded now but its still there. thats so cool
oh so theres like only 13 more school days left. well, 14 including MAy 9th when im skippin to go to dollyhood. i just hope i get all my exams in before then. ah! i hate my shoelaces. I got new ones but they're really thin and dont really do anything, not even tie the shoe tight enough to stay on my foot adn its annoying as hell. dude. boredom. Oh so ...shit...i forgot.
nevermind.
dude its cold in here. .
gah i wanna go sleep. wither that or someone bring me coffee. i personally vote for u bringing me Starbucks because, hey lets face it, Starbucks just rocks. Plus, im not allowed to sleep--some dumbass thing Eddies making em do to "prepare me for being a vampire"
lol
dude..boredom.....
i just realized how much i say dude
i gotta quit that
im annoying myself. so i know i must be annoying u peoples.
im like fixing to fall asleep.
never again will i go on a walmart trip that lasts, what?, two hours?.
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okay Music Gods, have your laugh. i personally dont think its funny to play soft songs on my ipod when im already fighting sleep.
thank you very much!
my ipods dying
i think i pissed them off.
sorry.....


so where am i going after school? do i want to be forced to sit with Beth and ride to Mimis or go home? normally on fridays i have to go to Mimis but because dads working late i get my choice. im thinking the house. so i can charge my ipod sooner.
and now im reading posts on IMDbc.com's message board bout things emmy would do/say
pretty funny shit.
jesus freakin christ could this period go by any slower?! the internet is boring when there no myspace. i seriously dont hitnk theres anything to do but ramble on and on about howbored i am................................................
theres nothinggggggg..........



unless i go and try to find more copper ridge shit but that gets boring really easily because its always the same articles..

ima go do something though
see yaaa
~Kayy

The Music Gods Have Humor

If i go crazy then will u still call me superman? if im alive and well will you be there holding my hand? i keep you by mysdide with my superhuman mind kryptonite

Kryponite--3 Doors Down

You know what? im tired of having to be "Momma" to everyone and having to be worried about everyone else. You know what i want to do?
Blare The Beatles really loud and just sink into the mellowness of it all.
u know, i think i might go to the hosue today instead of Mimi's get some Apple Jacks and blare Beatles and just mellow out.

Aaaaaahhhhhh...
Because the world is round it turns me on
Because the world is round...aaaaaahhhhhh

Because the wind is high it blows my mind
Because the wind is high...aaaaaaaahhhh

Love is all, love is new
Love is all, love is you

Because the sky is blue, it makes me cry
Because the sky is blue...aaaaaaaahhhh

Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh...
Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh...
Aaaaahhhhhhhhhh...

~Because by the Beatles

how can you not mellow out to that song??? and thats the full song too. Ugh, i wish the damn bell would ring already, i need to go now! i cant stay in this room any fucking longer! these stupid guys are driving me insane! i swear to Carlisle! and it doesnt help that everyones asking me where James is. Im not his keeper! i dont fucking know! okay? nd its not helping with you dumbasses asking me! okay? so just leave me the fuck alone! ugh! i need my beatles bad man. Im gonna go become a Hippie cool? i hope so because thats ewhat im gonna do. im going to become nothing but a hippie eating my apple jacks and mellowing out to the Beatles. Cool? I just have to get Hobo Stab Insurance to be official. cool? can anyone else tell im just doing this to try to keep myself busy? cuz thats all im doing. cool? soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
4 1/2 hours of Guitar Hero can kill you. I dreamed Guitar Hero, owke up singing Mississippi Queen by Mountain (1970!)okay? thats bad! ugh i need Beatles on my ipod! bad! especially today. dude. that was weird! i tried to type and im not really thinking about what im typing or anythign like my minds thinking it hands typing and i typed "Escape" hhaahaahahaha thats what i need an escape. ooh music gods have humor! this song just came on:

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
[ Your Guardian Angel lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
~~YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL~~ RED JUMPSUIT APPARATUS

haha stupid music gods suck majorly. i dont want to listen to depressing songs! i need my Beatles to get me out of the emoness mood. aahhh! i think i pissed off the music gods, ipods not playing...fixed it! just kidding!
haha so me and helen have decided that our Religion is Music. COol? so from now on, i am not crossing myself like the Catholic Im not, im not gonna be the Baptist kid, or any of that bull shit. I am of the Music Religion.COol? Ugh lack of Beatles driving me insane. i need beatles for a minute! just a little shot of it not much. oh my buddist Carlisle god (oh im not Buddist either. i am of the music religion) im talking about the Beatles as if they were drugs. AhH! damn Helen to the pits of hell for introducing me to such a toxic, addictive substance. haha. no, if i damn helen, im going to. Wait, i'd have to damn her to the pits of music hell, which would be like all "Devil WEnt Down to Georgia" like and nonstop rock. which wuld rock. so. yes. i damn myself to Hell. Haha. wait then the Beatles and hippie music would be Heaven? ugh! i am torn between Heaven and HEll. AHH! oh well. dont care. either works.
we got Heaven vs. Hell.
Beatles vs. ROck.
Mellow thinking vs. no thinking.
Wish do u choose?
haha
okay so seriously now. the bell should be ringing soon. no. its only 11:30. we stay here for about another 25 minutes. ahhhh im bored. ..........................................................................
ugh i have PT next. gag me I hope we play Volleyball though so i can show everyone i do play volleyball and im not scared of the fucking ball like Taylor accused.ugH !i hate him. i really do. i know theres the whole dont hate anyone thing but too bad i hate the guY! hes annoying and rude and ugh! whatever.
im going.
bells about to ring.
hopefully.
dont forget to chekc todays other post below this one

~Kayy