Friday, June 13, 2008

The Last Post--EVER

Yes, you read correctly. This will be my last post. ever.
Its been fun and all but too much involved this blog and its all over now. but here you go.
i'll give you one last song.

Be good, peace and love

No time for goodbye he said
As he faded away
Don't put your life in someone's hands
Their bound to steal it away
Don't hide your mistakes
'Cause they'll find you, burn you
Then he said

If you want to get out alive
Hold on for your life
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for your life

This is my last time she said
As she faded away
It's hard to imagine
But one day you'll end up like me
Then she said

If you want to get out alive
Hold on for your life
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for your life (Life)
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for your life

If I stay it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for your life
If you want to get out alive
Hold on for

If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for your life
If you want to get out alive (If you want to get out alive)
Hold on for:

If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go I can only hope
That I make it to the other side
If I stay, it won't be long
Till I'm burning on the inside
If I go, if I go

Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
Burning on the inside
~Get Out Alive~ Three Days Grace



Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Long Summer

Sorry i havent been on in awhile. There's been alot going on to say in the least. Long story short, i've babysat alot, saw "What Happens in Vegas" got into fights with my stepdad, rarely talked to my boyfriend, haven't actually seen him since school let out. And today we swam from 10 to 3 and then chilled in the sun waiting for mom and tomorrow we're going to the gym. fun. well, ima get offa here and chill somewhere because honestly i dont feel like blogging.


Friday, May 30, 2008

FIND HOBBLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Babysitting the Munchkins this Week, the Twerps Next.

Sound fun? No. of ocurse not. Geez, everyone gets to do interesting stuff except me. like James is at the beach as we speak, type, wahtever. Kaila gets to workout at St. Mary's and go to the lake which i consider pretty damn exciting compared to my summer. Helen went to the lake hosue and Indiana Jones. And Kansas, last i heard, got to go to a writer's conference. You know what I'm doing? babysitting. This week at dad's im stuck at home with Leann and Sarah babysitting. Next week you know what Kayla's doing? At home with Leann and Chelsie. and the only break im gonna get all summer from being stuck at home babysitting is going to Jacksonville NC to the beach with my sister. and then its gonna be "yeah you guys can do this just watcht he girls" "kayla watch mason" "watch this person and this person" adn im not going to get a break from babysitting. But you know what i find rather shitty? Nikki used to babysit me and leann in the summer which i guess you could turn into an argument of "its you turn" type thing. Except, NIkki had a car and got to go places after someone got home. I on the other hand do not even have my permit yet (which leads to another argument). That i can deal with because shes six years older than me while im only three older than leann so of course nikki had her license. But what i dont like is Nikki got paid. Mom says its because Nikki did chores too while she babysat which in truth is me and leann did the chores. Btu you know what i do when i babyist leann, and now Chelsie? I clean. I clean the kitchen, do laundry, my room, i clean. aand when cleanning is done, i work on either my stories or getting my reading done. Im productive! they on the other hand sit on their asses. And you know who gets paid? not Kayla! and i know now someones gonna try to argue something abotu the economy. but i dont care right now about the economy. i could care less about the whole we cant give you money to do this sorry. you know what i would take payment as in like yeah you can have so and so come over. yeah you can go to the FREE concert yeah you can hang out at the mall yeah you can go tubing with your friends. all of which require no money. but you know what i get NO. NO. you cant do this because you didnt do this or didnt do this right.

okay when i got on here i intended to end my blog but you know ima keep it going for awhile, see how things evolve.
i gotta go both of them are awake now.
back to my life of unfairness.

oh adn Kansas, you said you wanted to read something of mine? I have a story up on "Tears Dont Fall" you'll have to read the Twiligth Saga or at leasthave a basic idea of the story though.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

I'm invading your house

well, Kaila's house anyway.
Because lucky me gets to babysit the twerps all summer. Which is hell because my only "vacation" is going to be stuck with my sister in NC (aka the middle of NOWHERE [well except for Wallace]) sleeping on the couch and hearing her bitch about how i have to watch mason because i'm guessing shes too damn lazy to do it herself. That and on fourth of july weekend im being dragged to Topsail, NC (the only decent beach they have) and staying at NIkki's again. Oh and dad's for two straight weeks. and suppposedly im going to StarJam on the 4th which would be amazing because both Boys Like Girls and Good Charlotte are going to be there and me and Helen's made plans to stalk them. And we're killing Nicole Richie and Paris Hilton who will no doubt be there because their boyfriends Joel adn Benji will be there. Fun fun fun. Right?
not really. and im supposed to be going to Dollywood with a thousand people and i've set goals to finish reading all my books sitting on top of my stereo speakers that have yet to be read, which are listed below from memory (and spelling may be off):
Dr. Jeckyll and Mr. Hyde
War of the Worlds
Prince and the Pauper
october Sky
Diary of a Teenage Girl
Red Badge of COurage
wuthering heights
and i know there's more than that. There is. And i have to do English summer assignment--fun. which is reading Lord of the Flies which sounds absolutely wonderful don't you think?!
and i set a deadline a long time ago i was going to have my book finished by the end of sophomore year. it was going to be done, ready to be sent off to the publishers. And I had it basically done at the end of Decemeber, i was proud. Until Nathaniel pointed out to me one day that the title was really kind of lame. And so i went out on a quest (for the Holy Grail) no, went on a quest to find (the holy grail!)
anyway. so in this quest (you say one thing about the holy grail i will kick your ass) (ok.) in this quest...*no voice* this quest i decided rather than plan out sequels when im not even sure about the first one succeeding, then i would mush all the plans together and publish them as one. which i named From Ebony to Ivory. Much better than Devil's Servant in my personal opionion. And the renaming struck up more ideas. Which caused me to break down my original story and now I am reconstructing the entire thing.
so in addition to the rest of my already busy summer, i was planning on working on my story to meet the deadline i had set up back in, what?, seventh grade? Yeah. thats how long i've been working on this damn story.
And in the meantime, i'm trying to get a job, hopefully the one over at Brusters, so i can save money to buy myself a new computer because hte one i have now i a piece of shit. It's Kaila's old one that she had before her mom bought her one and before that it was her grandpa's. All in all its older than shit, falling apart and if you so much as come within an inch of a certain cord, the whole thing fucks up. Therfore, i want, no scratch that, i very much need this new computer i am saving up for. I need one with a USB too, which oh by the way my current one doesnt have. yeah. totally lame.
oh and i have to find a way to get my Dollywood pass renewed.
and do chores while babysitting the munchkins.
and work on my fanfiction story or else im going to be killed by hundreds of fellow twilighters.
and i need to save for BReaking Dawn when it comes out.
my summer's pretty jampacked. except we all now that when summer does come, i'll be complaining its too boring or something. either that or i never have time to rest. probably a mixture of both.
and HElen informed me today that shes going to try to have a bunch of bonfires this summer which results to the fact i'll be hanging out at the bonfires alot.
and trying to squeeze in time for all my friends.
which will be difficult, and the only time i'll have to blog is like a few seconds every so often.
which is kinda suckish for you guys but oh well u'll get over it.
and todays just overall not a good day.
im sick.
and i had finals today and schools coming to a close and all this is kinda depressing.
but oh well.
and normally i would leave you guys on that depressing note but i have nothign else to do so might as well keep typing. about what? who knows.
i have a lot to do this summer.
a bunch to do.
oh well.
ok now im leaving you.



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