The Big Rant

If you want to live, let live
if you want to go, let go ~Cloud Nine~Evanescense

So What Now? That is my big question, and ultimately my big rant. My dear friends get read for the emoness mood, where's my EmoBear (which is really the Care Bear Sleepy Bear haha) WHeres my EmoBear and EmoLIght (which is a Disney Princess Night Light) this is gonna be a good one. WHat Now? everytime i try to do something, theres the great fun in everything, the excitment, but then what? youre stuck, with that rush of adrealine, and all that pent-up energy but you cant do anything but let it slowly drain from you. You cant do anything. What Now? I mean if you think about it then life's kind of like that too. the fun then the WHat Now? part. its like a big circle of nothing. I dont get it.
but then again a bunch of people dont. but what now? we just sit here doing nothing? but then that leads to another big thing. why dont people just do what they want? For example, i know people who will want somethign btu instead of doing it they sit around. they want to go tell somebody something but don't.. thats annoying, do what you want. if you want to tell somebody to shut up, tell them to shut up. if you want to jsut run up and hug them for no apparent reason, do it. if you want to punch someone, punch them. if you want to kiss someone, kiss them. if you want to scream and yell, do it. just do what you want and forget about what other people might think. thats annoying because everyone knows you want to do it but you won't. you just won't do it. and you know why you wont do it? you're afraid of what they'll say.
and honestly, you shouldn't give a bloody hell what they'll think or their reactions, you should think about what YOU do about it. then the follow-up with What Now? are you just gonna do it and run away and pretend it didnt happen and just ignore it. thats even more annoying. if you wanted to do it that bad, then u must've meant it, which means its shitty to act as if it didnt happen. when you know bloody well it did. and now you have to answer this.
What Now?


~Kayy
PS. i think the bloody British have gotten ahold of me. haha i bit Brit at the end. teehee.